That Feeling When Elbow Surgery Is Tommorow

Cynthia May

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21-01-2025

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Tomorrow. The word hangs heavy in the air, a stark counterpoint to the nervous flutter in my stomach. Tomorrow, I'm having elbow surgery. It's a feeling I can't quite articulate, a strange cocktail of apprehension, anticipation, and a healthy dose of "what have I gotten myself into?"

The Road to the Operating Table

This wasn't a spur-of-the-moment decision. Months of persistent pain, limited mobility, and increasingly frustrating physiotherapy sessions led to this point. The diagnosis was clear: a significant tear in my elbow requiring surgical repair. The consultation, the pre-op appointments, the endless paperwork—it all feels like a blur now, culminating in this single, looming day.

The Pre-Surgery Jitters

Honestly? I'm scared. It's not the surgery itself that terrifies me, although the thought of going under the knife is undeniably unsettling. It's the uncertainty. The unknown. The recovery period stretching ahead, filled with potential setbacks and limitations. Will the surgery be successful? Will the pain finally subside? Will I regain full functionality? These are the questions keeping me awake at night.

Preparing for the Inevitable

To combat the anxiety, I've focused on practical preparations. I've stocked up on pain medication, comfortable clothes, and enough books and podcasts to keep me occupied during recovery. I've also made arrangements for help with everyday tasks – a huge relief, knowing I won't be completely on my own.

A Positive Outlook

Despite the nerves, I'm trying to maintain a positive attitude. This surgery represents a chance for healing, a path towards a pain-free future. I remind myself that this is a necessary step, a crucial intervention to improve my quality of life.

The Day After Tomorrow

I know the days following surgery will be challenging. But I’m focusing on the long-term benefits, imagining a future where I can enjoy simple things again – like typing without pain, or lifting a heavy shopping bag without wincing. That future motivates me, fuels my hope, and helps me cope with the trepidation I feel right now.

Tomorrow is just a step on that journey. And I'm ready to take it.